It Is Not Smooth Sailing Yet

DH is trying to do his level best to make this marriage work out.  We are not yet the best of friends but I wouldn't say we are entirely hopeless.

We do a lot of things together, for a change.

- He comes grocery shopping with me.  (Or to put it in a different way, I allow him to come with me for grocery shopping)

- At the supermarket we buy small stuff for each other, a chocolate that I like, a pack of biscuit that he likes

- We go out together more often - last week was the mall

- We go for our daily runs together.  Sometimes we go for a run early morning at 5:00 and sometimes late night at 9:00.  Sometimes twice a day even.

- We cook for each other and we cook together

- We have our dinner together - not in front of our respective computers.  

- We have started watching TV together - and watch reruns of Big Bang Theory, Poirot, Murder She Wrote, Miss Marple and a lot of late night movies during weekends.

- He started calling me while at work and sometimes when I am feeling good, I return the favour.

We haven't started talking a lot, but this I guess this is a good start. When something has broken down completely you don't have any hopes and zero expectations.  That alone makes it better.  Despite all the above, DH has still not been able to answer me to - "What his reaction would have been if I were the one to "almost" cheat him?"  

In the meanwhile I bought a baby.

I smile whenever I see her.  Really I do.....I even wave out to other people driving the same car.