Monday, 15 August 2011

Life Goes On

People talk about turning forty and doing something to remember that year. In one of the blogs I read about someone getting a tattoo. I too have often thought of getting one. After all one can’t let one’s 40th year on earth just go past. Well I need not have worried about this at all. My 40th year has been epic


- The whole family got together in March to celebrate my mom’s 60th birthday. It was one of those rare occasions when just about everyone in the family was present for the event.

- As soon as I got back from India, I had an emergency surgery for ectopic pregnancy. The doctors say I now have 50% chances of conceiving.

- Got the news that I would have to use legal means to get A to the UK. But twenty days before the appeal date, Border Agency decided to revoke their original decision. End result – a happy mother with a very sad wallet.

- This one is the mother of all incidents in my life – my father passed away. What can I say? I will always miss him and wish I had a few more years with him. Words are just not enough to convey my feelings. Let’s leave it at that.

- Got a blood test done for my hypothyroid condition and my TSH and T4 levels have gone through the roof. If I don’t get my levels normal – I could end up being really obese, constantly tired and lose all my hair.

With 4 more months to go before the calendar year ends, I am not sure what more God has in stock for me.

When one hits rock bottom there is only one way to go – up. And that is where I would like to see my life going. I tell myself that’s enough of unhappiness, self pity and ugliness; I need to count my blessings – my mom is coming to stay with me and with A already here my house will become a home, this home of mine will be full of laughter and joy and Daddy will always be in our hearts.

3 comments:

fortyfiveminutes said...

Terribly sorry to hear about your dad. Hugs. I wish you the very best for the new year you're beginning with this birthday.

DegeSMS said...

some moment sadful for all. sorry :(

HINDI SMS said...

yes this right. everyone face sad moments.